Decaisnea fargesii
by Christina Chandra
My daughter is a witch,
her black velvet skirt dragging along the sidewalk
in the cool fall dusk.
I am led down nostalgia’s path,
of nights as a princess, a superhero, some animal,
and Magenta from
The Rocky Horror Picture Show.
We stop at the shrub
on 23 Grove.
Its yellowing, falling leaves,
leaving behind claw-like shadows,
resurrects memories of a Himalayan trek.
Decaisnea fargesii,
the blue bean tree,
Dead Man’s Fingers.
I pick a blue ornament for my daughter.
I tell her a story.
I peel back the blue skin,
revealing black watermelon-like seeds
surrounded by white, gelatinous flesh.
‘This is how he was tortured,’ I say.
—
On the cold, moist mountain slope,
they tortured him.
His fingers severed,
hung limp on a tree.
I watched,
as pink turned to blue and purple
with the easing of day into night.
I adorned the tree with tiny bells
resembling the racemes
of the fragrant flowers,
bowing down from the branches.
I kneeled beside him
as his breathing slowed.
The chimes were his final sounds
on the earth.
I buried him at the foot of the tree,
his appendages ultimately folding inwards
unlike the splayed limbs of the tree.
I prayed for him with
each pinnate, compound leaf layed
over the mound.
When dawn marked a new day,
I tasted the blue fruit for the first time.
It had a slight sweetness,
and I continued on my journey.
—
‘They look more like cat poop,’ she says.
So we carry on,
seeking treats sweeter and stickier
than the insipid pulp
of my beloved Dead Man’s Fingers.